Second competition, first Bronze: Surrey Open

13659198_10153517056262142_3277867046488332606_n

Won my first match on points (teammates told me after that it was 16-4, but I had no idea — although I was fairly sure I was up). Then lost the second.

Again, a big drop off in satisfaction between my first match and second. Obviously, I’m fairly chuffed about getting my first win. But also, for most of the match I felt in control. I pulled guard quickly, which was according to my game plan. Then swept promptly. At this point I hit the issue that he was stronger and more athletic — at least he certainly felt that way. So he was able to push the pace. Nonetheless, I was just about able to keep up and felt that I had the edge on technique. We shifted through various positions and sweeps, but I stayed ahead. At one point I nearly had the back, and when he came close to getting me in side control I was able to scramble for a single leg to put him on his back. Towards the end he got to double underhooks and was stacking me hard. To be honest, in the club I’d have tapped at that point, but I was determined to hold on in competition.

The second I lost because I just hadn’t recovered from the adrenaline dump and intense first match (which is not at all to say that I wouldn’t have lost anyway — I just don’t know). Physically and mentally I just wasn’t ready to go again. Really need to work on this, since obviously only being able to do one tournament match a day is going to be a rather serious limit on my competitive career.

Slightly regretted chickening out of the absolute. Think I’ll try to have a rule that if I qualify, and I’m not banged up or injured I’ll throw my hat in the ring — at least while my main aim is just to build up experience.

Quick thought on promotions

A couple of weeks ago I was at my club’s belt promotion.

Watching people go up, I realised that one of the reasons that I enjoy BJJ is that it gives the opportunity for moments of simple happiness. Everyone who went up had the biggest, goofiest smile on their face — which stayed there for the rest of the night. And we all got to share that.

Obviously, this isn’t the end of the story. I’m sure some of the people getting promoted will also have fears, insecurities and doubts. And I’d be amazed if a few people in the audience weren’t, at least in part, disappointed and envious.

But still. I think we all, for a few moments, got as close as one can to a shared moment of joy. No complicated mixed emotions and no careful irony.1 That’s a rare thing and to be celebrated.


  1. Anyone who knows me will know I’m a great fan of both complicated mixed emotions and careful irony. But a change is as good as a rest. 

First competition: Hereford Open

I competed in the Masters 2, 76kg, White Belt bracket. Fought twice, both losses. But had an absolutely great time.

First bout I lost on points (and genuinely had no idea who was up on points when the bell rang). I’m pretty pleased with this one, although I definitely made my share of mistakes. Need to get better on my feet, since I think my oppo quite easily turned my guard pull into his take down. And I need to tighten up my whole guard game. I maintained guard quite well for much of the match, but just couldn’t get an effective offence going, which gave him all the time he needed to pass. But I was then able to regain guard fairly quickly (not even sure if he got the points there). Generally, I felt I did myself justice. He was just a stronger and more experienced competitor who had me beat.

Second was less happy. Lost by an arm triangle, and, with one exception, just never did anything but slow him down slightly in his classical progression of guard pull to sweep to mount to submission. The exception was when, following his guard pull and sweep, I managed to get the triangle position. At this point, I really should have been able to put him in serious danger. But I just didn’t pull the trigger, from a combination of fatigue, lack of confidence, lack of technique and a mental failure to go for the throat when I should have. Lots of stuff to work on there.

One general lesson is that competing is exhausting and the adrenaline dump is brutal. Partly I need to deal with this by experience, but I think if I’m going to continue to compete I need to work on my cardio. Part of the reason I didn’t perform as well as I should in the second bout was that I was still trying to pull myself together from the first!

The other general point was that this is the first time I’ve competed in a weight class sport. At the start of May, post marathon, I was 79kg. To compete at 76kg with the gi, I got down to 74kg. This was an interesting experience in itself — it’s the first time I’ve seriously tried to lose weight (rather than just casually cleaning up my diet for a bit) or tracked my calories.

The cut itself was fairly painless, although I did lose a bit of muscle / strength as you’d expect. I suspect I was also a bit too aggressive / cautious in the last 24 hours with water and carbs intake. I was worried about making the weight, so really was careful to eat little and drink less. A more moderate approach might have left me with a bit more energy.

To be honest, I don’t think this was in any way a factor. My bouts just weren’t close enough for it to matter. But, for the future, I’d like to lose a bit more fat, put on a bit more muscle and end up around 72/73kg. That should give me a bit more strength and a bit more wiggle room on the weight.

Top of the class

The last week or so, I’ve found myself one of the more experienced students in the beginners class. There’s still a solid block of blue belts and more senior white belts ahead of me, but about two thirds of the class have been significantly newer.

This feels distinctly odd, not least because I haven’t really been aware of it happening. I feel I’ve turned around once and all these new people have spontaneously appeared!

Unfortunately, all of this newfound seniority hasn’t done anything to improve my jiu-jitsu, which remains very much a work in progress. ;->

London Marathon 2016

My aim was to complete it in around 4h30m. I did it in 4h27m, so pretty pleased.

Couple of things learned:

BJJ does work quite well as a high intensity conditioning exercise. I’m sure this would break down if I was trying to run a better time (and probably also if I was a bit better at BJJ and so expending less energy at it). But for ‘get around without being embarrassingly slow’ combining a long run at the weekend with BJJ in the week did okay.

The long run, however, does a number on your ability to recover. Once I get over the half marathon distance I really feel it during the week. I had to cut the number of BJJ sessions and basically give up on the weights for a bit to make it through (although part of this might also be laziness and lack of organisation). I’m going to try to keep up some running, but I’ll be glad to stay under 21k for a bit.

I picked up a fitbit with a HR monitor recently. It’s fascinating to see how long your heart rate stays elevated post-maraton. Mine was still 100+ hours later and was about 90 when I went to bed. It’s now back to normal.

First submission

This evening I got someone to tap for the first time. It was to a bow and arrow choke from the back.

For reference, I started on 2nd September 2015 and tonight was my 37th class.

So, why did I make it work this time, when I haven’t before? I think there were a number of reasons.

Probably most importantly I’ve simply learnt enough and practiced sufficiently that I was able to do a number of things right in a row, without screwing up too badly. A successful submission is, by definition, the last thing you do in a roll. So you have to get the chain of moves before it right — and any serious mistake will derail you. So — at least at my level — there is a real element of luck in getting everything to line up at the same time.

Closely related to this, I was able to attempt a number of submissions in succession. It was a long roll and I can’t properly recall the exact sequence. But, roughly, after I got to side-control, I attempted a kimura. This didn’t really work, but did allow me to take the back. My opponent was defending the rear naked choke, but I was able to get a lapel grip for the bow and arrow. Something weird was happening with the fabric at the back of his neck, which meant I couldn’t get any real tension. He was trying to escape and I ended up moving to an arm bar — but he’d linked his hand together tight. I felt I was losing the position faster than I was breaking the grip. So, when he tried to escape again, I returned to the back with a body triangle and worked for the bow and arrow until I got it.

This was all a good deal messier and confused than I’m making it sound.

The point is that it wasn’t that I did particularly well on a particular submission. Indeed, I’m fairly sure that with a little more experience I’d have had a good chance of finishing both my original bow and arrow choke and the arm bar. But I’ve learnt enough that having got a positional advantage I could keep trying things until something worked.

Finally, I was able — for pretty much the first time — to split my attention effectively between working for a submission and maintaining my position. In particular, when I was attempting the first bow and arrow I was also working to keep the back. Then, when I was going for the arm bar I correctly kept my legs heavy. And, rather than holding onto that for dear life when it wasn’t working, I was able to recognise the issue and move into a strong back control position.

It’s easy to understand the need for maintaining position in theory, but much harder to focus on everything you need to in practice.

So, an important and satisfying milestone. Now I just have to do it again.

Closed to open to closed

This may be the most obvious BJJ insight ever, but it’s the first one I came to myself, rather than it coming from someone else.

When your closed guard is being passed, you can go to open guard. If you can grip and get your feet on them, you can often get into spider or De La Riva. And, from there, if you like, it’s often possible to go back into closed guard by pulling them forward. This is much better than allowing them to complete the pass.

Since I realised this a couple of months ago I’ve had much more success holding onto guard. And, of course, I now see that everyone else is doing this all the time (or shifting from one open guard to another). But I’m slightly pleased to have worked it out independently. Who knows what I shall reinvent next!

It’s also an example of the general principle that it’s better to move before your opponent completes something than after.

Although I’ve had some success with this when it comes to maintaining guard, I have real problems with the next stage — setting up escapes. What I’d like to be able to do is be able to work to maintain my closed guard, when that fails move into open guard ahead of my opponent and — when, in turn, that fails — move to start my escape from side-control or mount (obviously, I’d also like to be able to avoid this downward spiral altogether as well). Instead, I’m always too late to avoid getting quite deep into their mount / side-control and I get stuck. Something to work on.

2016 Resolutions

BJJ

Oddly, although this is going to be my main physical focus for the year, I don’t have many clear aims except going to class.

It’s too early for me to say ‘I’m going to focus on this or that in my game’. I don’t have a game yet. I just need to keep turning up. So my main aim is to average 3 classes a week — or 156 in 2016.

Also, I intend to compete at least once.

Weights

I’ve neglected lifting since I started BJJ, which is foolish. I don’t need to be strong, but it would help to avoid injury and I feel better when I’m in the gym regularly.

I’ll aim for two days a week, starting with simple linear progression to regain some strength and see where I am. Then I intend to work on Dan John’s set of strength standards from Intervention.

Running

Quixotically I’ve agreed to run the London Marathon again this year for charity. It’s rather opposed to my other physical goals, but it will by my tenth and I couldn’t resist ticking that off.

My main aim is to do it without messing everything else up or damaging myself (and to raise a decent sum of money). But if I can also do it in around 4h30m I’d be happy.

My plan is to focus on doing one long run at the weekend, plus short fast runs in the week. Between BJJ and weights I should be able to maintain a fairly good general level of fitness despite a low volume of running.